原谅，还是不？

读了朋友的一篇网志后~

突然有点感触

就想了很多东西~~

有时

真的觉得很孤单~~

想找朋友聊聊

不过~

大家都好像很忙

所以

我也没去打扰他们~~

回想起去年

我们这一班

是一班很要好的朋友

就是我的冲动

害到我跟大家都有些误会~~

渐渐的

大家都疏远我了

离我远远的~~

我

顿时觉得好孤单、好孤独~~

我的决定真的错了~~

我真的做错了~！

本来还想你会了解我~

结果

原来是你~

是你让那些朋友疏远我、讨厌我~~

顿时觉得你好讨厌~

恨死你了~！！

久违的心情又浮现了~~

讨厌一个人是比爱一个人还要辛苦的~！！

我深深地了解这道理

因为曾几何时我也有这种讨厌人家感觉~~

我

应该原谅你吗？？

原谅你对我做过的这一切~~

心， 空了

爱， 淡了

现在的我

没有爱情、没有暧昧、更没有狂风浪蝶~~

不想让这些纠缠不清的东西再烦着我~

下定决心了~

不想了~

只能说

喜欢上你

是我的错~

我

放弃了~~

现在只有

只有我

在努力的为我的功课还有学业打拼~

碎了

烦了

累了

倦了...

*亭·留的笔迹 1126am*

hectic holiday life~~ T.T

though is now holiday~~

but~~

i dont feel that it is holiday for us(L6 student)

we still have many syllabus to chase

so~~

we still need to

study

study

and STUDY~~

study non-stop~~

or else~~

we will be ketinggalan syllabus~~

hiazz~~

BUT~

HOLIDAY is the time for us to relax~~!!!

i want to play~

i want to watch movie~

i want to go shopping with my love one's~~

i want to do many many things~~

because she just back for 1 MONTH~!!!!

JUST 1 MONTH~!!!

i need to spend my holiday with her~~

IMAGINE~~

there is 4 days for maths tuition in 7 days~~

OMG~!!

my brain sure gone 'harewire'~~

BUT~!!

i still need to study as hard as i could~~

so that i wount let my love one's down~~

and my sacrisfied hair~~

until now~

i still have a habit of kewujudannya~~

><"

already 5 months~~

i still havent 'xi2 guan4'~~

in this holiday~~~

my life still will as hectic as school life~~

nothing different~~

the only different is~~

i no need to wake up at 6++ am~~ T.T

*亭·留的笔迹 1021am*

HOLIDAY~~ first day ^^

hehe

my first day holiday is tuesday~

this meant i really can rest at home

because today mama e shop din open~

so i no need to work~ muahaha~~

so happy~

today~

still have 'dim sum' as my breakfast~~

then mama and i go to parit buntar there to visit my ama~~ ^^

顺便 visit my cubi niece~

figuring how is she now because i never seem her for a few months~

*drive safely to ama house*

><"

suddenly at the t-junction there i saw road block~~

as usual~

bo police block me de~~

so i just press break a bit only~~

who knows the both police show their red flag and call me stop~~ =.=

i then emergency brake~

my things all fall down... =.=

one of the police then call me wind down the window and show my lisence~

then the other one said:"

miss, a piece of advice..

next time whenever you see road block~ please slow down your car~" =,=

ARGHH~~!!

i so paisei~~

the police that took my lisence always see at my face... ><"

mayb wondering am i the person in the lisence??

or ... what i also dont know~~

after that~

he returned my lisence and say byebye~

hehe~~ i think hor~~

they tot im driving underage~~

kakaz~~

because most of my friends see my new hairstyle also cant recognise me~~

somemore now i have a new spec~

they said i look smaller~~ ^^

dont know is good news or bad news~~ muahaha~~

*drive safely & park safely*

then i saw my agong peluk meinv(my niece)

then i peluk her~~ ^^

this is the video i took~

cute xia~~!!!

=video=

she kinda busy~~

take this take that~~

take my car's key~

take my purse~~

take my pencilbox ~~

take out all the pencil and pen....

DUH~~

but~~

she is too cute!!

hehe~~

she really grew fast and out of my imagination~~

last time i saw her~

she haven't know how to call mama~

now..

she even know how to walk~~!!

WHOA~~

she really grew up very fast~~

then..

at 1 sth~ she go to her aunt house~~

i also stay in ama house doing my homework~~

mama and ama talk and talk non-stop~~

><"

they talk until 3++..

i tired le~~

then take a nap on the sofa ther~~ ^^

when i awake~~

it's already 4++~~

after say byebye with ama~~

we back edy~~

*亭·留的笔迹 1845pm*

today = happy day~~ ^^

already 1 month++ i din update my blog edy nuh~~

hehe~

because im too lazy to figure out what to post~

kakaz~~ ^^

today is the last day we go to school for year 2009~~

and we all like siao kia because we are too happy for that~~

we already discussed in facebook that we will be having pot luck when we recess~~

kakaz~

so most of us bring something to school~

me~

i bring sushi~!!!

kakaz~~

and the most happiest thing is~~

my sushi is the first food that finished~~ muahaha~~

abit 遗憾 because i cant taste it~~

because i flu edy~

so i dont know how it taste~~ =.=

so~

today whatever i ate~

are TASTELESS~~!!!

EWWWW~~~

but hor~~

i still eat lots~ muahaha XD

these are the food that we prepared~

hehe~~

we have enjoyed very much in this 'party'~

and that moment~

all ppl show out their 犯规物~

actually~

i got abit scare to take out my phone at that time~

because head prefect stand beside me~~

then at last~

i still take it out~

she just stared at me~~

and i melemparkan senyuman manis for her~

act like nothing happen~~ muahaha

she also act like din see anything

so i begin my paparazzi job~ kakaz

i took alot of picture~

then sometime still cant tahan because i din take the photo of mine~

so sometime got 自拍 awhile nah~

kakaz~~

i really enjoy every much today~~

keep eating, taking picture, and taking video~ muahaha~~

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*亭·留的笔迹 00.00am*