!s iT?? ^@^

is it bad to study form 6??

is it waiting the precious time??

is it i need to give up form 6 class and go to other college??

is it stpm so tough??

is it so terrible and horrible??

do i need to do that??

friends: aiyo~ why dont you go ibm or utar or ktar?? your parent got money a~!!

me: why dont you all stay at present school?? why you all want to change school??

friend1: because here...

friend2: tuition not convinient~ the transport... gohs~ no ppl want send~

me: aiyo~ that just a petty case la~!! car pool la~!!

friend3: here got no mood to study~

me: duh~ what excuse it that la~!! mood can pupuk ma~!!!

friend1: wei~! then how about you? why do you want to stay here??

me: ... (stop awhile then continue) because i love my parents~ i love my family~ i not about to leave them so fast~ i want to spend more time to accompany them~~

friends: rubbish la you~! do you think it is a good excuse too~??

me: wei~ dont like that la~

friend1: i want to go utar~~ want follow me??

me: no le~ i prefer staying here~ i think here is good for me~

friend1: why?? here not good de~ bo me le not good le~~

me: (throw out)

friend1: (continue) ee~ you can save more time there le~ not so tough ther~ if compared to stpm~

me: wei~ all things is tough one la~ the first time you learn to eat by yourself you also feel tough a~ did you give up at that time?? no right??~

all stop awhile~ then i continue~

me: ee~ did you all have any job that you really really determined to be when you finished your study??

friend1: YA~! SURE!!

me: then you ma go for your utar and choose the course you like lo~

friend2: me a~~ still considering le~~ WONDERING which job is suitable to me~~

me: noh~ thats why la~ why you want to go ibm le?? it is just same as stpm la~!! and yet~ if you go ther, you need to spend money~~

friend2: NO LE~ at there~ i no need to worry about the tuition~ i can straight tuition ther~

me: I ALREADY SAID IT IS NOT A GOOD EXCUSE LE~!!!

friend2: .... dont pek cek la~~

me: i wordless already la!~ you all want go where up to you all la~ i will support you all~ and promise that you all need to strive for your goal~ that's the most important~~

all: YA~! OK~

hiazz...

that's my conversation between me and my friends~

so~

i have made my decision~

stay in SMKTSSB and finished my stpm

then go for university~

i not believe that i cant success when i stay in form 6~!!!

I WANT TO PROVE IT~

I CAN MAKE IT~!!!!

^@^

h@ppy mama and papa days~!!

yesterday

my big family and me

went to a 'new village' which allocated nearby to my house

to celebrate this meaningfull day~

haha~

we reach there at 8 something and take our seat

many of my big family turned on yesterday~

we sat at there and chatted among us

and waited for the BIG BIG GUY to reach

suddently

all the lamps were switched off

we thought was the broke of the electric circuit

so unlucky~~

haha

nope

we were wrong

they did it for us to have a really warm situation

and let us lighted up our candle on the cake

×haha~ we still got cake to eat~×

then

some warm music was heard~~~

and we were going to blow out the candle~

at that moment

the player sang out birthday song

wakaka

kinda confused~~

what were we celebrating??

birthday or parents' day??

muahaha~

then

we started our meal

and some parents were asked to sing on the stage~

my mama also asked to do so o~~

she sang~

quite good lo~

just a bit 'crack sound'

hehe~

after the meal~

we went back to our home lo~~

hehe

it's really a memorable and meaningful day for me

and i think

parents' day also meaningful to all of us out there~

because

without mama and papa

we cant survive in this wonderful world~~

so

DADDY & MUMMY I LOVE YOU~~

t3rr!ble m@rning~~!! T.T

today morning

i went for my tuition

a tuition that i have just left over since the chinese new year

and i continued it on today

the teacher...

i dont know whether she was glad for me to continue my class or not

just..

for my friends experience

they said she not very fond for those who missed her class

and came back a few months later..

ok back to the things that happened on today's morning..

as usual

i woke up at 7.45am

and went to prepare myself for tuition

i started my journey at 8.30am since the tuition started at 9.00am

*driving there*

then when i reached ther

i didnt know all of them

so

i just stayed in my car

haha

waiting my teacher to come

*skip skip*

teacher has reached and we have started our lesson

*skip skip*

then teacher approached me and ask me to pay her the fees

OH GOD!!!

i forgot to bring my purse!

and i did have single cents with me~!!

but then

the teacher still want me to clear my fees

she seemed not believe me that i will continue my lesson ther~

hiazz

mayb she just scare i ran the fees from her...

but i didnt do that before to her a

haizz

ok..

that is the first things

the second things is..

I DRIVE WITHOUT MY IC AND LISCENCE FOR HALF HOUR JOURNEY~!

WHOA~!!

i just discovered that when i almost reached my home..

hiazz

as the moment i knew that i didnt bring ic and liscence when i was driving

i was shocked

and i almost knocked a lorry in front of me which always stop suddenly

><

hiazz

and i felt that i really had a really horrible and terrible moring today

><

hiazz

tomorrow i will drive to school again

hopefully i have bring my liscence

><

because i really always forget about that

><

hiazz

^@^

*end*

schooling life~~ ^@^

haha~

i skipped my 'homework' for 2 days~~

continue here...

11th may

today...

me and my friend go to school unwillingly

my friend send me ther

and 3 of us planned to have car pool these days to school

As we reach the school at 9am

there is no any people there

except the school guard..

so we approach the guard and ask him for some information of the pendaftaran

then

×wait again×

><

around 945am

there is a teacher and 2 seniors go in the the hall

and we just follow them

hehe :P

after we give them our stuff and write down our name

we sit in a corner and start our conversation

haha

×keep talking×

when we talked until no topic

we approach a teacher and ask for him about the transfer form

then he called go to the pejabat

and we (around 10 people walk to the pejabat)

suddenly a fierce sound

:"pelajar tingkatan enam rendah semua kumpul di dewan,

jangan masuk ke pejabat,

semua keluar sekarang~!!"

><

Gohs~ kena halau pula ><"

then we just go into the hall again

×skip skip×

after all people write down their name

the teacher who scold us come to in front and speak

he said that we are not allow to transfer our school now...

hiazz

all of us are dissapointed

we dont like the school very much actually...

BUT

we have no choice to leave~!!!

so we have to STAY here!!

12th of may

in this day

we went to school by 7.00am and wait in front of the hall

then we go in the hall when teacher open the door

then the teacher call us take the signature of all the teachers in the school

hiazz

we were given a piece of the namelist of teacher

then we need to get the signiture of the teacher

...

i knocked the door of the class and want to get signature from the teacher

then i got halau by the teacher like pengemis

(because the puipils were having their test)

hiazzz

×heart broken×

after this activity

we have called to go in our class (lab)

the teacher of each subject came into our 'class' and intro the subject to us

(bio, physic, math T, chemistry)

afterthat..

we have gone back to our house lo~~

×yepee~~~×

13th of may

today

we heard the teacher bla bla bla whole day..!!!

sat on the chair like the chicken sit on her eggs

><

we cant move

except when we rest and go back home

><

totally our punggung stick on the chair

hiazz

tomorrow~~

we will going to start our f6 lesson...

i choose bio as my subject

hehe ^@^

×end×

T.T

hiazz

just to imformed that

i failed to secure my scholarship~~

sobs~

×who knows my feeling??!!×

hiaz~~ FAILED~! T.T

i failed to secure my petronas scholarship

hiazz~

so sad~!!

JPA

im praying hard for you~!!!!

hope i can secure my JPA scholarship

AMITABAH

May God Bless me~

×END×

~Havent know~ =.=

all of my result havent out yet~~

haiz...

my waiting life still havent end~!!

jpa: will be known on 8th at 3pm

utp will be known on 9th at 9am...

so...

im still waiting for it

~prays hard~

×May God bless those who are still waiting of the result out there×

^@^

Dec!s!ve d@y ^@^

today is a really decisive day~!!

i will know my petronas and jpa interview results~!!

whoa

so nervous now...

thinking if i did get the scholarship of anyone of them

then i will no need to pack my back to form 6 d~~

if i didnt get

hiazz

my life still the same~~

doing the same things everyday~~

just one different is....

this time im the driver to school...

___________________________________

imagining...

if i saw it is stated that: "tahniah, anda telah berjaya...."

WOW~!!

that time i sure scream as loud as i can~!!

so excited~!!!

but....

if i saw it stated that :" dukacita, anda tidak berjaya...."

OH GOD~!!

i FAILED~!!!

that time i sure very sad sad sad....

then straight go to sleep..

waiting the coming of tomorrow morning~~

run off the same routine of life..

then at night i need to buy my new school uniform~~

end of inagining~

MY WAITING LIFE~~

I GONNA TO PUT A FULLSTOP AT TONIGHT 12.00 LE~~

*END*

哟～！新生活～ 我来也！！！ yo!! my new life~!! here am i~!!

spm 过后～
after spm~~

我的生活就是看戏、上网打屁、自拍、有时偶尔家家帮帮妈妈的忙～
i just movieing, take picture, be a spiderwoman or sometime just helping my mom in her shop~

这时候～
at this time~~

我的生活真是又闷又无趣～
my life is so meaningless~~

昨晚

yesterday night

我就等JPA的成绩

i stay a long long night to wait for my JPA interview result

还没出～！！！

still havent out yet~!!

听所好像是8号才会出～！！

rumours said that will out on 8th~!!!!

我等了好久好久勒

i already wait for the result for AGES le

×等×的日子还没完

the days of finger crossed never end

唉～

hiazzzzz

我

i

除了等还是等～

i can do nothing beside a long waiting

就是这个充满等的生活让我觉得好烦哦～！！

this life which full of waiting is so horrible~!!

最讨厌等的感觉了

i hate this kinda of feeling

好酸哦～！！

is so pain and a tough time~!

不过我还能怎样哦～

but~~ what can i do??!!

要是我真的没得

if i din get anything from what i have applied

我就要去读中六了

i need to go form6 d

没得选～

i have no choice for that

中六的生活～

form 6~

我来也～！！

im here~!!

hi~! newbie here~!! 新手上路～ 前辈多多指教哦～！

haha~ ^_^
im new here~!! 本妞还是新手哦～
hope you all can support me~!! 请大家多多支持～！
and i will try my best to share my lifestyle here~!! 我会尽我全力在这里跟大家分享我的生活～！！
dont hesistate to post or lepak here o~~ 大家可以在这儿逛逛～
you all are welcomed to my world!! 欢迎来到我的天堂～～！^_^